My current issue

Little back story...

Yes, little bit and I broke up. We are talking and maybe we will work things out, maybe we won't. It was our relationship and we messed it up together. It will take a lot of work to fix, but we're going to at least make the attempt.

Anyway...

As most of you all know, I love to talk. If you didn't know that, then be glad I've never cornered you in a room somewhere and talked for hours about nothing.

It's just what I do.

Deal with it.

Anyway, if you're a facebook friend of mine, then you will have recently seen how proud of myself I was.

I was at the gym, like usual, and some random guy came up and started talking to me. I talked back because I've learned to actually be polite to people instead of just ignoring them (which is what I usually do at the gym, ipod on/headphones in/don't bug me sort of situation)

So I talked to him for a short time, and then he followed me to the treadmill to continue the conversation (it was about school and work. nothing majorly interesting)

Anyway, he gave me his number.

This impressed me because I really did think that I have grown into the lesbian look. I thought that you could see it tattooed on my forehead.

So I guess I was a little pleased. I took his number and decided that if I didn't call him, it would look just as fine instead of me saying to him "oh, btw I'm gay"

(And yes, I do break out "btw" in spoken conversation)

(I'm just that girl)

Anyway, somehow he managed to get my number. Now, I'm not pointing fingers, but whoever gave it to him, I hate you.

So now I have to figure out how to be nice to him and maybe have him as a friend or something and figure out how to not hurt his feelings.

Sorry, I like girls. There's no changing that.

I thought I was bi for a while, but I'm not. Sorry.

Eh... why does shit like this always happen to me?

all for now

peace